spent lastnight lying on the bathroom floor

poisoned half to death and unmoving.
i might die from medication, but i sure killed all the pain.
im not sorry yet. i dont want you to forgive me.
i am a fake. i am a scam. i am the worst thing anyone could put love into.
i just want a moment of happy without the guarantee of immediate sad.
the lights always out when its my time to shine.
"ive opened up so many clams but only found sand inside."
i dont feel sorry for you anymore.
if i dont get a break, neither do you.
no one gets my love if i cant have some back.
im going to stick around.
i will exist without living.
i will try to function normally, but i dont want to interact.
i know what people think. i know what you think.
there is something wrong with me.
maybe youre right.
maybe i should fix it.



givelovethentakeitawaynooneevershares.