Don't make a promise you can't keep.

I didn't want to wake up in the middle of the night and learn that you tried to kill yourself again.
What happened to that double promise we made?
"You'll never lose me as long as I have anything to do with it. I give you my word."
We both said it. Apparently you didn't mean it.
You PROMISED me I'd never lose you. You can't do this.
You can't break a promise like that.
You can't leave me.
I don't want that phone call.
I don't want you to stop existing.
I can't ever breathe if you don't.
I'm so scared of finding out you're dead.
I can't handle it.

"As long as there's one person there who loves me, I can stay alive. Love really is powerful."

You told me that afterwards. I wish you'd think like that all the time.
Love runs deeper than anything. I've seen it. I've slept in the middle of it.
It hurts fucking way worse than anything ever, but it saved you.
Love can save you.

You are more than I bargained for. But I love you.
Please don't leave me alone.
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