Ill only let you down.
doesnt matter how many people are around, i still feel completely alone. maybe its nomal, maybe its not. i just want someone like everyone else. i want to be loved by someone other than the ones who love me most. i am selfish, i know. im a monster. nonexistant self esteem. liar. unloyal. disrespectful. ugly. name it and ive been named it. i only get i love you when i cry. pitiful. pathetic.
boycott love.
love never wanted me.
i dont do too well on my own.
i will never believe in anything again.
when it all goes to hell...
i used to waste my time dreaming of being alive, now i only waste it dreaming of you.
why put a new address on the same old loneliness, when talkings just a waste of breath and livings just a waste of death.
i get it.
please dont tell me you feel the same way, because i know you dont.
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