Friday, December 19, 2008

im gonna show you how were all alone.

i cant stand this anymore. it hurts so unbelievably bad, but im scared to say anything because i dont want to bring you down. i love you. i love that youre happy.
but its not fair that im the only one who never gets to be happy.
im hated for absolutely no reason. and i do care. i do.
i wish i didnt, but i do.
no one will ever love me, because i cant love myself.
i dont know what to do anymore.
i dont know how to handle it.

1 comment:

Niki said...

Don't worry about bringing me down, bestfriend.
I always want to know how you feel.