Get some sleep. Except I need you more than I need a nap, ever.

WHEN ALWAYS SOMETIMES JUST MEANS NEVER.

I miss you and you're not even gone. I've got words stuck to my fingertips. The rings around my eyes are just umbrellas to keep you and the rain out. You feel less like home and more like a stranger. Kiss me back to sleep? Nothing seems the same anymore. I need you and them back. I can never sleep because I'm so scared of waking up dead. I can't even put into words the way I feel so alone right now. The house is empty except for my dog and he's asleep. Maybe I could get up and be productive but that would ruin the mood. I want for us to be the same as we were. All of us. All the same. Because change like this sucks. And because we can never really change back. Can't imagine how you feel. Wish you'd think of yourself more. Or maybe less. I'm not sure. Tell me that I'm disrespectful and I've got a bad attitude. I'll back you up. I think if I talk too loud I'll wake someone up. I hope you get it.
Don't leave me.
Don't turn your back on me.