I can't stand this.

This isn't going to be poetic or anything. I need to vent.
Kay.
I feel like i'm going to be alone forever. Like...there's absolutely NO ONE out there I could put my all into and love forever. But maybe there is. Maybe there's someone out there that feels just like me that I'm meant to be with. And if there is then that person is gonna be all alone in their most desperate times. Just like me. What hurts the most is knowing that there could be someone out there that hurts this bad and has no one to fix it. I want to fix it. I want someone to fix me. I want someone that I can love and hold and lay with. Someone that loves me for me. Someone that feels just like me. I know he's out there somewhere. He has to be. And I need him. And he needs me.