This isn't what I'd hoped for.

I'm hiding out in my room and pretending you're not here. But you're not leaving. You're talking through the door but all I hear is blah blah blah. Like the Peanuts adults. I'm blocking out your voice, you won't let me hear my own thoughts. Goddamnit, I need to know what I'm thinking. It seems like you can always read my mind. It's bad 'cause I can't read my own. You're trying to stop me from leaving you behind because when I'm gone you'll have nothing. I'm going to change the world weather you like it or not. I'm going to get out of here. I'm going to forget about you completely. Stop holding me down, you're just wasting your energy.