Saturday, February 16, 2008

Who would have known that we're just golden plated steel?

"I'm a mean and lonely girl." I almost started slicing at myself again today. I want something I can control. Shrug you off my shoulder, I stopped caring a long time ago. Lieing to myself gets me no where. Apparently I have a self confidence problem because I can't make eye contact. People read you when you look them in the eye. I don't want to be read.
Keep your eyes closed tight like windows. This is a storm, after all. Things are only getting worse.

1 comment:

Niki said...

I do to.
I really can't look people in the eye unless I know them well. But we have already talked about this. You're the only one who really knows me. Don't slice at yourself. There's nothing we can control. Not even ourselves, I think.

Things can only get better after they get worse. Sometimes we must lie to ourselves to make it.