Sometimes it's okay to be okay.

I just gotta figure out how, who, and why.
But thanks for sticking around in the mean time.
I love your love and I am thankful.
Maybe I don't say it, but it's true.
And I am thankful to be alive.
And I am thankful you're at my side.
But I'm a hypocrite because honestly,
I really just want to lay down and die.
But I love you, I do.
I do I do I do.
So I can't.
Can't lay down to die.
Not without you.
Not without you at my side, too.