cos sometimes living is just too dam hard.
too much work and not enough reward. yknow.
well im sorry in advance.
i know i promised you id stay, but i cant.
now dont get me wrong, youve been good to me.
youre the best ive ever had and im lucky you found me.
dont blame yourself for something you couldnt help.
you tried, but i didnt.
i never really wanted to win.
but i didnt think id quit.
i guess you never really know how low you can get til you hit that rock with your head.
i should focus less on eloquency and more on gettin dead.
i think it will be beautiful.
peaceful.
and quiet.
and i just wont exist.
and i hope you understand why i did it.
and i hope you know how to forgive.
you cant stay mad over necessary action.
ill try and keep in contact.
through a camera lens or broken glass.
please dont worry, its all in the cards.
and i swear to you, god, and the dog that i wont go far.
ps. im not gonna do it. i aint got the guts to leave you.
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Holy shit that made me cry and I'm in classroght now.
Please never give up. It's not worth it.
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