nothing is ever what it seems.
you were another of gods cruel jokes.
and i think somewhere in me, i knew it all along.
truth be told, i wont miss you.
i will miss being happy.
i will miss thinking someone cared.
but i wont miss you.
you were merely another lie i told myself.
a glitch in the system.
reality is never really happy.
no one ever lives happily ever after.
love is not real.
"love is just an excuse to get hurt."
and to hurt someone.
pleasure comes from watching others smile and knowing you can change that with a few words.
i dont want an explenation, because i know what it was for.
i meant nothing. again.
i was something to keep yourself busy with while you waited.
its okay.
i can erase every word with a pill.
i can mend ever scar with a cut.
but i refuse.
i dont want anything like you.
i want better.
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You deserve so much better.
Please don't take out the razor again. I know the pills are going to start again, but please don't let the cutting.
im gonna try.
i cant make any promises, but ill try.
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