flipped-turned upside down.

I am getting my hopes up. but at the same time, i expect to get let down.
its okay, though. im starting over.
yknow. out with the old, in with the knew.
maybe this will work.
maybe it wont.
but ill never know if i dont try.
ive spent too long waiting. i have got to make an effort.
im not going to sit around and hate me and life anymore.
im living and loving for the first time in a long time.
just give me a chance.
i promise i wont hate you when you tell me "i told you so."