I can't believe it's almost over.
The sneaking out and the sneaking around.
The smiles and the sweat.
The hugs and the laughs.
And the love.
Walking four miles at one AM just to lay on the gravel and watch the stars with someone else.
Making friendships that won't last forever but I'm okay with just now.
Sleeping in the heat.
Talking to the dead.
Crushes and getting crushed.
Living and learning or maybe we didn't.
Busted lips and blistered skin.
Staying up all night and sleeping all day.
Being a mom and not having a kid.
Living for nights like the ones that won't happen again.
Dancing in the downpours and sleeping in the streets.
Being scared to sleep and scared of the dark.
Loving a heart that doesn't love you back.
Growing up.
Missing every second of it.
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Holy fucking shit.
I'm crying so hard.
I'm gonna miss this part of our lives.
I want school but I'm gonna miss this summer so bad.
Even though we did nothing, I'm pretty sure it was my best summer ever.
We may have only met a year ago, and only met those boys a few months ago, but there's so much fucking love.
I don't think anyone could've said this summer better than you.
And I think we learned at least SOMETHING. The something we've been telling ourselves this whole time.
-Things are more than okay if you let yourself know it.
<3
I love you so fucking much bffl.
Yeah. I'll be back to the mopey "I hate everything" stage soon enough, but for now I'm completely content.
I love you and Brian and K rith more than most things and I miss them til it hurts.
We've learned a good lesson.
We really have. I'm proud of us.
Maybe this year will be better.
Not making any promises.
Hahaha.
But me too.
Seriously. I have never in my life felt like I belonged more than I have with the four of us. It's just not possible. I would have never thought a year ago that I would love people here as much as I love you and Brian and K Rith. Maybe this town isn't quite as horrible as we once thought... or maybe it is, but they make it better.
Maybe this is life making it up to us.
:]
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