Maybe I should just stop trying.

What this is is never going to be what I want it to be.
You'll never love me like I love you.


The thought of forever scares the shit out of me.
The possibility of being alone FOREVER is even worse. But there's a good chance that it's going to happen.
I'm tired of liars and overdramatics. Talkers and poor-me's.
If I can't complain, neither. can. you.
Keep your mouth shut.
No one care's about your petty bulshit problems.
Nothing will matter in five years.
WE won't matter, you especially.


Who. Am. I. Kidding.
I'm just talking shit.
No matter how much you hurt me I could never hate you.
I could never not forgive you.
I coould never not worry every second of the day about you.

Maybe you're in the same situation. Maybe no one is.
Maybe I don't love you. Maybe no one does.
Maybe no one feels like this. Maybe no one has.

Love me or leave me, I'm done wasting time.