Friday, April 18, 2008

Don't sleep through much anymore.

The recent realization of me never being three years from now is keeping me on edge.
Learned my lessons the hard way.
Taught you yours as easy as possible.
There's nothing as shrill as your voice at three AM when it is too late to be awake but too early to go to sleep.
I think the thing that hurt the most is me getting used to let downs and push downs.
Learned the difference between this and that and that and this and this and that and love and hurt.
Wait...
Oh. I'm sure you caught that.

Make memories of a great time and the memories will kill to look back on.
I love love love love love love love you.
More than you could ever know.

Keep saying that.
Keep it up.
I believe me now.
Too bad I'm a bad liar.

1 comment:

Niki said...

dissapoinments suck, but idt ANYTHING can keep us from chicago.