"Dear Lord, you've done took so many of my people
But I'm just wonderin' why you haven't taken my life
Like what the hell am I doing right?"
I'm scared I'm going to come home and find you dead some day. Please stop, mommy. I need you. I know I act like it doesn't bother me, but it really does. It hurts so bad. I'm so scared of losing you. It makes me sick. You were doing so well. No alcohol, no drugs, nothing. Two years. What happened? Maybe probation was good. Maybe you need to be arrested again. You're not invincible. No matter how much I need you to be, you're just not. I love you too much to let you lose again.
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Bethy doesn't sleep...
...she just counts sheep. |
I've got a big mouth.
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- I'm in if you're in.
- Making plans.
- My kids will get picked on.
- Rest in Peace, Mitch Kertis. <3
- Because of you.
- I'm so sorry.
- I only want back something I never had.
- There's only a breath between us.
- You're onlu two and you've already got night terrors.
- "Something Vague."
- "Comin' outta my cage and I've been doin' just fine."
- Dysfunction.
- A list of songs to listen to when you're alone in ...
- Honestly.
- Dysthymic.Insomniatic.Sociopathic.Psychotic.Dyspho...
- This whole life thing has gone to your head.
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You just think you know me.
- Bethy
- I'm Bethy. I write a lot, and most of it makes no sense. Bare with me though, you might get into it.
This is like...
| lying on the rug in your parents front hall at 4am after you realize you aren't really friends with your friends anymore |
1 comment:
shit. Bestfriend, I love you.
I really hope things will be okay, even though it doesn't count for much.
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