I hate the way I am. I hate the way I can look at the way I hurt you and be completely okay with it. I hate the way I love the way I don't care. Being this fucking apathetic isn't natural. I've become immune to emotions and everything that should affect me...doesn't. I want to walk until I can't walk anymore. I want out of here and I want to leave you behind. I want to watch you explode. I'm just dust on your shoes. I don't mean a thing. Wipe me off an forget I ever existed.
I'm sorry. I still love you. I swear I do.
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I just... wow. it would be amazing to watch this place explode. I hate that that felt so comfortable to say. Explode with all the dirtbags and rednecks along with it. But you aren't talking about this whole place. I'm not sure what you're talking about, but it's meaningful and it makes sense in a strange tortured way. Let's stay away from home forever, yeah? I hate that you feel so crappy.
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